This may not be so bad if I weren't living in constant fear of what's going on at my university, where cuts are starting to hit home (ie, me, or at least potentially me, and that's scary AF, and also just makes me mad--how can I have wasted so much effort and my life at a place that doesn't give a single f*ck?). So, yeah, I'm just drained and done. I apologize for the random blog posts that have been spotty and pitiful. Don't even get me started on how bad I feel about not having been visiting other's blogs more regularly. I just don't have it in me. Maybe this'll change. Maybe I'll get a better job somewhere else. Maybe I'll just run screaming into the woods and never return ;)
Start looking at other universities.
ReplyDeleteI agree that it would be good to keep your options open, life's too short to be treated like crap at work. Hope you can get into a better situation soon. And we are having some great spring weather in Scotland, hope you get to enjoy some too.
ReplyDeleteSending hugs your way! It's finally feeling like spring here in New England, which is helping me get out of the winter funk. I hope you break free of yours soon. Feel free to vent via email if you need to.
ReplyDeleteYes, agreeing to you keeping the options open for any chances that may pop up. All the best!
ReplyDeleteFingers crossed that it works out or you find something better elsewhere and you don't go mad before the end of the semester!
ReplyDeleteThe end of the school year is hard and yours sounds like it is even harder than usual. Sorry to hear about the job stress. Stinks when you have to worry about your position. Sending good wishes your way and hope everything gets better on the job front. :)
ReplyDelete~Jess